Monday, January 31, 2011

review of Janurary 2011

Deep dark hole-
Fear, stress, anger, disappoint all caught up to me this month. I don't know why I think I can handle it all my own. Why I put so much pressure on myself? Why I compare myself to others, to other moms?  I'm so thankful that I have my husband to encourage me, to lift me up when I have gone to a dark hole. I'm also thankful for my God who hears my cry for help, and answers my cries with great love and grace. My God accepts me for me.

Healthy vs Unhealthy -
Robert and I did well this month on keeping our portions down and keeping our calories per meal lower. We had a few days where we splurged and cheated, but all in all we did good. For February I hope to have scale  for some weigh ins and add some exserice to our healthier life. 

Weather-
Too much snow, not enough sun light, not enough warmth, kids locked up in house, we have cabin fever and are so ready for spring.

Under the weather-
Hayden spent 8 days not feeling well 2 trips to the doctor, 2 shoots, many breathing treatments and many vomiting episodes.